failed~

bliv~seldom can see my name appear offline in msn,isn't?
haha i went sapu grave yesterday la,might update the detail ltr~
maybe u will ask:''y i wake up so early and update''
i bobian la...going melaka to see MMU ''Malaysia multimedia university~
is't?i dont know the full name la...watever...
yesterday i chked is't my application to poly is successful...
unfortunately..i'm nt...as the result of i didnt send my full information to them...fuck...
watever la..haha..thats the reason y i must go MMU....
so bye all the reader~
take care ah,dont kept on online la u..must go do ur homework oso mah haiyo~haha
u know who i am refering...bye

happy birthday to aisya~

Happy birthday to sya,
Happy birthday to sya sya,
Happy birthday to sya sya sya,
Happy birthday to sya sya sya sya.

woo~ms.sya pls blow the candle haha
yuks,the cake cant eat ard...cos ur salivan is all over the cake wakaka~
yups,perhaps yester day is aisya birthday~
advise:oi,kid...19 years old ard ah...dont so tak masak lioa wakaka...
alvin is a good guy,must cherrish him ah~and wish u 2 can lama lama haha~
erm,u're the shortest in the world wakaka~

yesterday 28/03/09

went alvin house for sya sya party~
6.30 reached ....
waiting sam and weipin becos i help them bought gift and onli weipin know how to wrap it~
taken 30 mins to wrap the hadiah....so lousy....
ok saw a lot fren there...
erm,ya..
i was nt reli on the mood..
so i walk out alone and sit in my car...
dont know y...
just simply moody without any reason..
feel loneliness...
ok~
45 mins ago...
hui qi came and find me..
we went the nearest garden,chit chat a lot...
and she told me amny things...
feel much btr...
and msg with ''u'' oso can cure la haha~
a bit nia..wakaka~
10.15 b hm..
fetched my sis b oso...
fuck..bang a car....
miraculously nt so serious...
11.30++ kim came fetch me for another bdae party at gabana~
2.30 b hm..
thats all~

cut my hari ard~

well~
today is totaly nice to me..
erm,ntg bad happen haha~
woke up 11++ and the received a call from trudy~
trudy:winson still slping ah?want go sch then go yumcha mah?
me:arh?apa?ooo ok,wat time?
trudy:11.30 lo~
me:suibian-.-
terus bangun and went bath~
a while more,i received another call~
ring~ring~ring~
i pick up the phone~
trudy:halo,i drive to ur house and u fetch me go lo~
me:suibian la~
ok,he came~
i fetch him to sch,and pei him go in buat pelajar cemerlang deh thing~
i nt reli wanna go in the sch la,cos i dont wish to see someone...but bobian..
luckly i saw who i wanna to saw and didnt meet up with those i dont like haha~
cool~
trudy treat me makan lunch haha~
ok b hm~
online a while ..
feell damn sienzz..
so decided to go for some haircut as my hair ard very long and messy~
wah,drive to steven shop lo~
erm,i took culing deh suggestion haha~
i cut short..
cool,quite weird but satisfied^^
trudy call me agn..
and this time ,he asked me to go yumcha agn~
so ok lo,i went fetch kimhoe ..
trudy called me when i reached kim house..
he wanna chg place yumcha ,so ok la ..
but i salah dengar the place haha..
damn funi ..
he waited me for 30 mins in ''ah wei'' cafe and i waited him for 30 mins in ''wei wei'' restoran....
haha....
funi rite?haha..and then fetched kim b hm and str8 forward b my hm ~
its reli fun~
enjoy~
erm,someone owe me a sushi meal...dont forget hor haha~
i will keep in my deepest mind haha~
i die die want eat wakaka~
and no nid so high la haha,tall like me then ok liao hhaa~
too high nt nice deh,hate to kiss~gross sia...
ok thats all for 2day~
gd nite

effing annoymous~

well~
just came b from kukup~
its reli fun~
enjoyed every moment that soent my time with all my brothers~
damn happy~
might post up all the pic and the detail in next post~
cos this post is special for a guy...
i'm nt gay,dont missunderstand my word..
''tf''~
let me senior teach u something...
cos u tak masak sangat...
ok ,at 1st i knew that u nt reli wanna watch the movie..
and yeah,i'm right..
u're nt ..
u told ur fren,u watch the movie is becos u want ''protect''her...
ok,protect???
needed?
protect means,a person very weak,and the person need some protection from a stronger one.
but she weak?u stronger than her?i think u nid more protection than her...
yups,ur fizikal is surely stronger than her...but mental?lose 99....

ok next~
wat the real meaning of ''makan toufu'' adik?
makan toufu means,a guy attach a girl and attempt to tak some advantage form the girl...and the girl is very tak willing...
so is't the word that told out from ur bloody mouth matched the point above?
i can say NO ANY...
so pls make sure that ur quote is true and it's fact...b4 u accuse someone...fucker...

ok i was good..dont wanna type out the last thing that u said...
shud give u some face...
how mercy i'm...
forgive u is becos her....
dont lol...
her sake..but nt i nt dare to gaduh with u...
u can do watever to me...just dont mess me with backstab me...
fuck u...
ok forget it..no matter u read this post or nt...
thats nt important..
tak masak...
ask my maid masak for u la...
asshole~
good night...

moody~

erm,going kukup soon...
waiting all my fren ...
no reli in the mood...
hate...
i will post a long long post when i b...
tf wait me...fuck u...
bye bye~
take care all the reader~

NOTICE:If u dont want read rude post,pls alt+f4~thasnk

wtf la...
super dulan lo...
why?
why?
i wonder y u backstab me even i dont reli know u~
and even nvr talk b4...
wtf...
u totaly ruin my mood...
shud i list out ur name?
no i not so stupid as how u are...
wtf...
how many bad word shud i scold?
asshole...
ur word...are so...rude...
pls shut off ur bloody smelly mouth...
fuck~
i tot u're a good guy..
under estimate u ard...
pro pro pro...
clap clap...
pro in backstab la fucker...
dulan...
like to criticize?
u nid a mirror?
or one mirror is nt enuf to u?
nid more?
criticize more la..but pls make sure u btr than me...
and pls make sure i know u very well...
madeh...criticize me even i dont know u...
wth ooo?
sound so ironic sia...
ironic urslef?
wah...good le...
haiz...btw,i'm very sympathy u...
haiz....ok la..maybe ur ultimate is criticize la..so just go ahead...
erm,angsana there got a mirror seller,maybe i can help u to order mirror if u beg me~
godness...
lastly..sry to being so rude...
and i nvr regard u as one of my obstacle...
becos u are so cheap..
or u just a piece of shit...
bye

touched~

A Beautiful Love story which will touch your Heart....... ......



There was once this guy who is very much in love with his girl. This romantic guy folded 1,000 pieces of paper cranes as a gift to his girl.

Although, at that time he was just a small fry in his company, his future didn't seem too bright, they were very happy together. Until one day, his girl told him she was going to Paris and will never come back. She also told him that she cannot visualize any future for the both of them, so they went their own ways there and then...


Heartbroken, the guy agreed. But when he regained his confidence, he worked hard day and night, slogging his body and mind just to make something out of himself.

Finally with all the hard work and the help of friends, this guy had set up his own company .

You never fail until you stop trying. One rainy day, while this guy was driving, he saw an elderly couple sharing an umbrella in the rain walking to some destination. Even with the umbrella, they were still drenched. It didn't take him long to realize they were his girl's parents.

With a heart in getting back at them, he drove slowly beside the couple, wanting them to spot him in his luxury sedan. He wanted them to know that he wasn't the same any more; he had his own company, car, condo, etc. He made it! What he saw next confused him, the couple was walking towards a cemetery, and so he got out of his car and followed...and he saw his girl, a photograph of her smiling sweetly as ever at him from her tombstone and he saw his paper cranes right beside her...

Her parents saw him. He asked them why this had happened. They explained, she did not leave for France at all. She was ill with cancer. She had believed that he will make it someday, but she did not want to be his obstacle... therefore she had chosen to leave him.


Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have. She had wanted her parents to put his paper cranes beside her, because, if the day comes when fate brings him to her again...he can take some of those back with him...


Once you have loved, you will always love. For what's in your mind may escape but what's in your heart will remain forever.


The guy just wept...The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside her knowing you can't have her, see her or be with her ever again....... ..hope you understand.


Find time to realize that there is one person who means so much to you, for you might wake up one morning losing that person who you thought meant nothing to you.

Ending the Debate Between Heart and Mind

Isn't love so overwhelming? Instead of the usual angel and devil, you feel like you have your heart on one shoulder and your mind on the other. They are constantly fighting over what you should be doing in your love life.

Your heart says, he's better than I ever could have imagined, and I just can't get enough of him. I'm miserable when he's not there, and it feels like it's meant to be! I've never been as happy as I have been with him. Then your mind speaks up. Yeah, right, that's what Rebecca says about her loser fianc. Remember, love is blind? Try to think logically about this!

Love almost always feels this way, especially at first. Your heart is racing, and excited. You realize that you are crying with the sappy songs on the radio. You keep wondering how you got so lucky to be with this incredible guy. At the same time, your mind is screaming stop! Think this through! You look at your best friend and her miserable marriage. They describe their meeting very similarly to your present circumstance. Are you blindly heading in the same direction?

Who should win this battle? Should you listen to your irrational but happy heart, or your sensible but impersonal mind? The answer is to listen to both. God gave you each for a reason. Your mind will notice the potential pitfalls that your heart will carefully ignore. Yet, you heart will help you to take the risk to love, to serve and will not let you give up when things aren't perfect.

However, there are times when it is important to ignore either your mind or your heart. All of us know someone who allowed a perfectly good marriage fall apart because they didn't listen to their heart enough. Somehow the little things like house chores, hobbies, or differences in style were made all too paramount by the mind, and the big things that made the relationship so beautiful got lost and forgotten. It is also very common to see someone only allowing their heart to guide them in their relationship. These are the people that end up with players, liars, and other risky types, but continue to stay in the relationship because their heart keeps telling them that they love them and will someday change.

How do you know if you are listening enough to both your mind and your heart? Often it takes being able to step outside of yourself and see things as everyone around you is seeing it. Getting an outside opinion every once in a while can also do worlds of good, as long as they are someone who knows and understands what a good relationship looks like in the first place. Another person can calm your heart to a more rational state, and assist you in easing the mind's discomfort.

Find ways to look at him from someone else's perspective. This will help you notice things you wouldn't normally and help you figure out who he is really beyond the infatuation of your heart and the perfection that your mind demands. Then, you will find the answer we all deep down want to know without a shadow of a doubt: is he the right one for me?

random post~

hang out with ling yesterday~
i went her house and pick her up 10.30~
then we went bargan to having our breakfast..
but the stupid pig had just ate a piece of roti..
cham..
chit chat alot while waiting teng fei..
ok he reached~
went bus stand~
nt yet 5 mins the bus came ard~
its taken us 35 mins to reach cs~
went lvl 7 to bought the ticket~
ling choose street fighter ...then ok lo~
feel weird becos of sumthing~
ok the movie is totaly normal ~
normal storyline...
but okok la~
went roost cafe to having our lunch~
haha have lot fun at there...
nt bad~
then went b cs to met her sis and b hm 2gether~
i enjoyed every single sec to out with her ~

2day~
feel weird..
and nt in the good mood~
dont know y..
without any reason..
just feel weird..
and a name keep appear in my brain..
who is't?
ya is him..
wth..
is't i regard him as a opponent?
ya maybe...
reli nt in a good mood sia..
tengfei went ling house,and i doing ntg now ...
erm,shud find something to do~

ya super love unintended by muse~
the song reli nice~
cool~
cant stop myself to listen the song haha~

onli the song can cheer me up~
die for a girl?
complicated..
wat is love?
love is comlicated...
words shudn't hurtful,use it to say i love u~

haiz...
cheer me up pls~
dont know y..
seldom moody deh..
godness sake~
bye

jusco red box~

erm,woke up 8.30 2day as going jusco with cuiling~
haha reached jusco at 11++..
met her in kfc~
she makan wedges tak habis la...wasted..
kasih i makan mah haiyo:P
then waiting ling sis deh fren come lo..
ling want find twilight book for her fren,so we went harris to gt it..
but t's out of stock lo..
cham..
1.30 we all went red box haha
me,ling,her sis,her sis fren...7 people~
cool~
having fun inside the room haha
nt bad~
enjoyed^^
we didnt sing much becos all so shy haha...
reli happy and its damn fun la~
ling so cute one ..haha she very shy..lol
after that ,we went baskin robin as her sis wanna have some ice cream haha~we boarded taxi and b perling at 4.30pm~went bambino with ling and her sis~
then the pig ...eat agn..haha...
cham...hard to feed her lo~
pei ling and her sis b hm...
and her sis..haiz..haha she asked tengfei to join us to cs 2moro...cham..
bobian lo,accept the fact bah..
cham cham~
erm let pic make the talk bah~

i'm innocence dont kill me^^

(would u kill me?)

singapore trip~

erm,went singapore yesterday~
went my future sch..republic poly..
.its damn huge.and super nice~
i like it~
without any obstacle,i can start my course at republic poly when april intake~
after that.me and kim went orchard as he want to simply walking around ~
ok lo..walk till 5 o'clock...
cham...exhausted...tired lo~
some pic here..let the pic make the talk~

passed my driving test~

hahaha i passed my driving test..
now i can drive ard haha~
my license coming soon cool~
last night totaly cant slp ,luckly someone pei me talk in phone till i slp^^
thanks u~
i suppose to treat her a meal..
but she dont weant ...haha
nvm then~
wish her can pass her test oso^^
erm..damn ahppy~

car test~

oh my tian......
car test 2moro...
super freaking extremely panic~
i'm shivering now~
wat the hell...
i know i can do it~
i used the secret but i still veyr panic now~
zen me ban?
ling help me help me~
wat the hell la~
bloddy fucker test...
why make me so panic...
god bless me~
all pls all,pray for me~

memorable pic~

its a random post that have many random pic that i nvr upload to blog b4~

so enjoy it~

and evelyn dont say i didnt post ur pic hor,i post up ard wakaka...so ugly:P

happy bdae to my grandfather~

yesterday is VERY SPecial day to all of us~
all of us is refer to all my relatives and all my uncle and aunty~
it's a veyr uniqe day~
cos wat?
cos it's my AGONG 80 years old deh bdae celebration~
yeah its cool~
all my relative came my house ad gather b4 we move to the restoran ''bei jing rou''
ok,reached bei jing rou ard haha~
saw many of my relative~
keep greeting lo~
se i so polite haha~
erm....dont know wat to write ard ..
erm,my agong is so happy cos his son,his daugther,his grandson,and all his relative gather and celebrate for him....he almost cry~i can see his eyes is waterly~
ya i know he is veyr touch~
we al sang birthday song to him~

now day,if a human can live till 80 years,it's a miracle cos wat?
air pollution,sound pollution many pollution la~
lack of flesh air,unhealthy food..
oily food,human cant eat in healthy way~
life is full of lure~
so how can a living thing can still alife in 80 years time?
hard rite?
so let all of us sit down and pray for my agong ~
wish he can healthy forever,and wouldnt suffered by illness~

happy bdae to my grandfather~

stunning result~

huu~woo~woo~
erm,yesterday went b my mother sch SMK SERI PERLING~
erm,go took my spm result~
one day b4 we go take our result,lyon,sam,alvin and pang asked my to out~
we went yumcha at ros merah till 4am++~
then they all came my house slpt~
we all cant slp so decided to ''aluba'' someone haha~
guess who kena we rolling?
haha sure the smallest size one mah~
sam and alvin wakaka~
woke up in 7.30..
lyon b home to prepare 1st~
so the rest of us take turn to bath~
ok all gt ready ~armored haha~
its the time to move to bargan~
haha on the way to bus stand,we saw trudy ~
so he fetch us to bargan lo~
ok 10am...we all went in the sch..
the atmosphere is reli scary..
all student face so serious...
haiz..
step in the dewan~
saw many teacher that taugh us b4~
hah greeting to them and walking around the sch~
as the result we all wore vintage,so many student keep looking at us haha...even teacher asked for take photo with us oso haha~
haiz....walk in dewan..
saw a lot alot alto old fren~
and i so cui ling(timid) oso~
erm..didnt talk with her beocs ,she is bz with some sch stuff and i oso buzy to take queqe up and take my result haha~
wao...its my turn to take resutl...
shivering~
huu~ya,nt bad~quite disapointed and thats nt wat i expected but ..
okok la nt bad d la~at least i tried my best ard rtie?haha
wise man said:redult depend to efford~
ya i agree ,
cos
i'm the wise man wakka~
hehe~
slp at home the whole day~
waiting fren to call me out ..
but all slping oso...
so bobian lo..
haha~

And yet i'm still chating online with someone..
so tried ah~~
grr~hehe
but nice talk haha~
2.35am~
its the time that shown in my clock now haha`
good nite all the reader^^

welcome~

welcome b all my ns fren~
kim adn ahnanda and so on la..
haha 3 months.....
time flew so fast and wont come b...
so dont make a decision that u will regret,
dont waste the time...
time couldn't come b...
cherrish the time
appreciate the time~
lastly~
welcome b all my ns fren^^

been tagged~

Rules:Go to the 4th picture folder and pick the 4th picture in it, give descriptions.Write 4 of your addictions, tag another 4 people and that's it.

it's a pic that i dont reli know wat is't?

And i dont stand the word...logic?

watever haha,thats wat in my 4th folder~

Four of my addiction are:

1) slacking~

2)blogging~

3)hang out with fren~

4)over spent my money~

who has been tagged by me:

1)yasmin

2)nicholas

3)miki

4)evelyn

good nite^^

today so happy la haha~

have my lunch with someone hahaha~

cool~

wish can out often^^

cool~

resigned~
haha as a result of spm result is coming out~
tense,nervous,scary,scare....
but i cant chg anythign of it..
haha~
quite can used to it ....
cham~
going out ltr..
going to having my lunch with someone haha~
cool~
expect so much@>@
bye thats all~

rainny day~

asshole~
keep raining non-stop~
godness~
2day is sch holiday...
ya it's oso a boring day~
absolutely suck~
fed up...
cos nt going out..
and didnt have any plan to out~
i suppose to learn car on 11am++..
but the stupid fella drag my time...
winson:hallo uncle ah,11am ard le...no learn car meh?

ah pek:..lol...u blur ard ah?when did i told u that is 11am??

winson:lol...last time u told me 11am la..lol~

ah pek:no la...impossible is 11am la....

winson:watever la la....then wat time oo?(ard bushuang laio)

ah pek:4 o'clock or 2 oclock lo~

winson:watever la...as long as u happy...

ah pek:wat oo?wat i happy oo?

winson:ntg...2pm lo~bye

(str8 away hang up the phone)

i terus go slp agn....
just woke up....
and waiting the stupid uncle~
2.30 ard and yet he haven come....
forget agn?or want drag my time?
siao~
forget it..dont wanna call him and conflict with him...just diam diam and wait bah~
ASSHOLE~~~

girl shud know this~

1) Guys may be flirting around all day, but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.....

2) Guys are more emotional than you think, if they loved you at one point, it'll take them a lot longer than you think to let you go, and it hurts every second that they try..

3) Guys go crazy over a girl's smile:)

4) A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to.

5) Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?..uh...nevermind.." would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he'll assume he did something wrong and he'll obsess about it trying to figure it out..

6) If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don't need to give advice..

7) A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you..

8) Guys love you more than you love them..

9) Guys use words like hot or cute to describe girls. They rarely use beautiful or gorgeous. If a guy uses that, he loves you or likes you a whole heck of a lot..

10) If the guy does something stupid in front of the girl, he will think about it for the next couple days or until the next time he spends time with the girl..

11) If a guy looks unusually calm and laid back, he's probably faking it and he is really thinking about something.

12) When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl, he really isGuys rarely say that.

13) WHEN A GUY ASKS YOU TO LEAVE HIM ALONE, HE'S JUST ACTUALLY SAYING, "PLEASE STAY AND LISTEN".

14) If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him. It doesn't happen that often, so when it does, you know something's up..

15) When a guy looks at you for longer than a second, he's definitely thinkingof something..

16) Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions and are MAD confusing but somehow are drawn even more to them.

17) A guy would give the world to be able to read a girl's mind for a day..

18) No guy can handle all his problems on his own.He's just too stubborn to admit it.

19) Not all guys are rude. Just because ONE is RUDE doesnt mean he represents ALL of them.

20) when a guy sacrifices his sleep and health just to talk to you, he really likes you and wants to be with you as much as possible..

21) Even if you dump a guy months ago and he loves you, he probably still does.. and if he had one wish, it would be you to come back into his life..

love isn't a game~

Tell me just what you want me to be
One kiss and boom you're the only one for me
So please tell me why don't you come around no more
Cause right now I'm crying
Outside the door of your candy store
It just takes a little bit of this
A little bit of thatIt started with a kiss
Now we're up to bat
A little bit of laughs
A little bit of painI'm telling you, my babe
It's all in the game of love

Whatever you make it to be
Sunshine set on this cold lonely sea
So please baby try and use me for what I'm good for
It ain't sayin' goodbye
It's all in this game of love
You roll me
Control me
Console me
Please hold me
You guide me
Divide me
Into what...

On the first day that I met you,

I shoulda known to step in love,

I shoulda told you, you were amazing,

And disappeared without a trace,

But instead I stood there waiting,

Hoping you would come around,

It's time to say goodbye,I just don't want to sad another day,

Nothings will never be the same,

I need to walk away.

Now u're gone,

Its too late,

i can't fix my mistakes,

u was trying to save me, from me

So i scream,So i cry,

u can see through my lies,

You're just trying to change me.

Somewhere in the distance,

There's a place for me to go,

But I think you need to know,

You're weighin on my shoulders.

5/3/09

2day is the 3rd days that i working at w1max company~
wao..its a boring job~
cos nt much people like w1max as a result of w1max is just a new broadban service in jb~
and coverage nt big and wide enuf~
so many place still out of coverage area...
onli town area ada ....asshole..so slow..
make me lost a lot customers...
haha~
hate people kaka cau cau in people blog deh tag board XD~
asshole bastard slutish~
ok ,so happy la 2day~
u know y?
evelyn came find me for lunch haha~
we both went stonegrill to having our lunch~
unfair la....i wonder y her food so fast one....
but my one waited for 20 mins++..
unfair..
but i'm sure nt becos of she is cute haha cos i'm cuter wakaka:P
so maybe she look hungrier than me so the chief buat her makanan 1st wakaka~
then we walking around kerrys ...
no where to go...sienzz...
saw a lot monkey that form ''ec'' keep jumping on the middle stage...wakaka....
somemore keep falling down wakakaka~
and we like so funi la..keep laughing each other wakaka...
nt laughing ,shud be ''suan'' each other haha~
something so funi lo haha..
a guy msg her that the guy cant recognize her becos she is getting shorter ...wakakaka
out with her so fun la haha~
i enjoyed kaka~
unfortunately,i'm nt working at menara pelangi next week:(
so maybe cant lunch wiht her ard:(
haiz....
but i try to make it ,ok?haha~
gd nite all the reader~

断了的铉

断了的弦再怎么连
我的感觉你一定不懂
你的转变像断掉的弦
再怎么接音都不对
你的改变我能够分辨
我沉默 你的话也不多
我们之间笑着什么不说
哎唷~
我笑后表情终于有点难过 (握着你的手)
问你决定了再走
我突然释怀的笑
试着盘旋不想摇
随风在飘摇ㄚ摇
来到你的面前绕
你泪水无声的掉
说会记住我的好
我也弯着我嘴角笑
你的美已经给了谁
追了又追我要不回
我了解离开树的叶
属于地上的世界凋谢