personality RED CARD~

don't think red card doesn't exist in real world...
wat is red card?
in the football world,
red card is a card thaT will be onli show to player when they offence another seriously..
and the player might been ban for game for 1 games or even ban entire football life..
depend to the fault that he did...
ya red card is oso exist in real world...
it will be give n to those that hurt people deeply or even make another feel frustrated,annoying~
and this red card is reli serious if u been given by someone...
u can totaly lost a fren or addd a foe...
red card means ''OUT''
yups,out...
out of her world.out of her mind or even out of her life...
ban ban ban...
did u ever been given red card by someone else?

haiz...
i know the day will come...
retribution?
ya it's...
been showing red card ...
and the judges is me...
i judging myslef...
i' giving myself a entire red card...
unforgiven red card
unforgotten red card
unreasonable red card
...i banned myself..

''I WINSON LIM,SWEAR TO GOD THAT I WILL CHANGING MYSELF...
AND I ASK THE FORGIVENESS FROM GOD AND THOSE THAT I HURT B4...
GOD U'RE SO MERCY..
U'RE GIVING ME A LOT CHANCES...
AND I JUST SIMPLY WASTE IT..
I'M SRY TO WAT I DID TO U ...
I APOLOGIZES ...
AND I WILL CHG MYSELF~
GOD BLESS ME~''

sry yasmin..
this time i reli determine to chg ...
i dont have the qualification to ask for ur forgiveness..
but i will repay wat i did ~

101~

bro or girl?
选择题？
还是强逼性?

我没后会给他号码。。
因为他很可怜。。。
我要把帮他。。
可是放不下。。
怎么帮？
除了说好话我还能做些什么吗？

没有承诺
却被你抓得更紧
想要忘记你

但是回忆回忆回忆
从我心里跳出来拥抱你
不停刺痛彼此伤口
让情绪放肆地游走

眼睁睁看着一幕幕甜蜜
不会再有原来平凡无奇的拥有
到现在竟像是无助的奢求

我天天练习
天天都会熟悉
在没有你的城市里
试着删除每个两人世界里
那些曾经共同拥有的一切美好和回忆

my 100th post~

第一百篇~
哈哈~
好快哦~
其实可以更快
只是那时一直没时间上网。。。

决定要写些有意义的东西~
就写我的‘’路‘’ 吧~
什么叫‘路'?

先说学业吧~
i going to further my studies to mmu(multimedia university)
yups and it's ard a fact~
and i took 'It'(diploma courses in information technology)
yupd its a tough subject~
but i like it haha~
mum said,i might face a lot obstacle in my new college life...
and i said:'' nt might lo....is hundred % certainly tough....
nt becos of pelajaran....but is i must learn to be independent....
its the biggest and 1st challenge that i gt to face in my new life...
omg~
no aircon,no maid,no daddy and mummy,no extra pocket money,no people sayang me...wth~!
haha...i can do it...
as niki quote'' nothing is impossible''
yaya agree^^
i love engineering that the reason why i choose ''it'' haha~
cool~
ntg is perfect...
good and bad is bestie...
when good come to u,dont be too happy..
cos bad is just beside of good~
so wat is the bad?
I LEAVING JOHOR SOON....
WTH!!!!
my fren,my career,my parent,my sibling,my house,my car and so on....
cham la...

昨天我去cs
跟他见了面。。
好伤心哦~
见了超舍不得~
算了~
他朋友的错啦。。。
这样早到。。
讨厌咯。。。
过后遇到ex...
感觉当初跟他分手是对的~
没有后悔。。
因为它还是没变。。。
算了。。。
不在乎~
讲话还是没顾虑别人感受~
更讨厌的是他在不该出现的时候出现。。。
显掉！！！

我要去马六甲了
舍不得的人很多
东西也很多~
有谁又会舍不得我呢？
最放不下的就是你。。。

kim问过我。。。
你一生中最后悔的事是什么？
我说
一个女人~

那时我太心急了。。。
弄巧反拙。。。
到现在还是很后悔。。。
心痛，心酸~
可能已经不可能了。。。
对不起。。。
这是我最后会的事。。。
那你又曾后悔过什么？

连身裙很适合你~

晚安~

病了~

对不起~
我失约了。。
病了。。。
一直睡~
对不起~
一直让你生气~
不好意思~
少联络你是因为有原因的~
希望你会看到这篇~
对不起~

全世界都停了电

全世界都停了电 全世界都封了街
我所有窗子外面 被贴上黑夜
我呐喊思念 却没人听见
绝望到极点剩的是疲倦

爱上一个不该爱的人。。。
怎么办？
算了。。走一部算一步~
琪说我傻。。
哈哈
无所谓~

今天很显。。
一整天在家。。
有只猪睡到很迟。。。
够笨咯。。
还以为可以出去。。。。
猪~

欠我一餐哈哈~
拜

that's cafe junk sales~

once i open my eyes its 12++
received a msg from yaoyi
''want go take salary 2gether mah?''
ok lo~
its taken me 35 mins to bath and make my hair dry~
called my father to fetch me out as my car has been banned for a week~
dont ask me why ,i wont say haha~
suddenly..pang text me...
he asked me to go jusco and then go bandar with him ..so ok lo~
he bought a pant for working use..and then terus go bandar~
ok 1st we went grex for take my salary ...
but the stupid maggie keep dragging me...
she said next week..
so watever...
wait next week lo...
we went rebirth bundle after that...
sam bought a ''big E'' jeans for rm150..
its worth~
afterward pang aunty asked pang to fetch her cousin in seta....
so fast fast rush to seta lo haha~
slack a while at pang house while waiting his aunty dabao food b...
went ''that's cafe junk sales''
wao~its tons of people they~
all bundle kaki~
and spotted a lot good stuff...
spent 2 hours ++ at there~
conquer list:
winson-a moshino bag,a short pant and a lacoste polo tee
pang -a bag
sam -big E jeans,a bag,a fred perry ring and a short pant~

wao~we spent 400++ 2day~
wat a spentful days~

haha b hm after it~
went futsal with zhi jian them~
its fun...
i admit i old ard...
my nick name black storm...
but now play like shit haha...
watever..
damn tired now...
gd nite~

my song

那一条牙膏

在对我傻笑嘲笑我永远用不掉想睡就睡

想闹就闹好快乐少了人唠叨蓝色的碗盘

多买了一套

我忘了没人陪我通宵要

多少替代的丑角

无辜的陪笑

才会让我能真的忘了你的好

我在搞笑

借着热闹 掩盖着心跳

边哭边笑 偏要说着 一个人真好

当人群散了 突然觉得我可以死掉

我受不了

还在搞笑 害怕回家 不知怎么熬

这么多年 早就喜欢 有你的撒娇

我想我能熬 但是至少要让我知道你好不好

我们的小狗 食量变好小

眼神里常常显得无聊

他习惯睡觉的床位 少了一双脚

所以他常常看着门口睡不着

我在搞笑 借着热闹 掩盖着心跳

边哭边笑 偏要说着 一个人真好

当人群散了 突然觉得我可以死掉

我受不了

我在搞笑 却在最后 眼泪拼命掉

你的离开 失去多少 我计算不了

忙完了一天 突然觉得又何必辛劳

对谁炫耀

还在搞笑 是否拥有 麻痹的疗效

唱一夜歌 却避不开 催泪的曲调

我彻夜胡闹 希望听到有人会提到

你好不好

happy birthday to lyon

happy birthday to lyon
thousabd wirds cant finish in one paper..
wish u happy oways
and cherrish ur niang zi~
happy~

sry~

sry for cant update my blog recently...
i'm too busy ....
freaking tired...
busy to pc fair affair~
got to find people to work,got to trainning,got to arrange transportation to all the staff and so on...
sienzzz ah...
and yeah,pc fair is start from 2moro~
for those who wanted to buy note book,pc,pendrive,mouse or wat else can come find me....
i will give u a special price haha~
so see u there^^ bye

hurray~

fianly...
i bought a new modem...haha
can online d..sry to all the reader...
sry for cant update my blog ...
and now i am b...
i will keep updateing as how i do b4 haha~