personality RED CARD~

don't think red card doesn't exist in real world...
wat is red card?
in the football world,
red card is a card thaT will be onli show to player when they offence another seriously..
and the player might been ban for game for 1 games or even ban entire football life..
depend to the fault that he did...
ya red card is oso exist in real world...
it will be give n to those that hurt people deeply or even make another feel frustrated,annoying~
and this red card is reli serious if u been given by someone...
u can totaly lost a fren or addd a foe...
red card means ''OUT''
yups,out...
out of her world.out of her mind or even out of her life...
ban ban ban...
did u ever been given red card by someone else?

haiz...
i know the day will come...
retribution?
ya it's...
been showing red card ...
and the judges is me...
i judging myslef...
i' giving myself a entire red card...
unforgiven red card
unforgotten red card
unreasonable red card
...i banned myself..

''I WINSON LIM,SWEAR TO GOD THAT I WILL CHANGING MYSELF...
AND I ASK THE FORGIVENESS FROM GOD AND THOSE THAT I HURT B4...
GOD U'RE SO MERCY..
U'RE GIVING ME A LOT CHANCES...
AND I JUST SIMPLY WASTE IT..
I'M SRY TO WAT I DID TO U ...
I APOLOGIZES ...
AND I WILL CHG MYSELF~
GOD BLESS ME~''

sry yasmin..
this time i reli determine to chg ...
i dont have the qualification to ask for ur forgiveness..
but i will repay wat i did ~

101~

bro or girl?
选择题？
还是强逼性?

我没后会给他号码。。
因为他很可怜。。。
我要把帮他。。
可是放不下。。
怎么帮？
除了说好话我还能做些什么吗？

没有承诺
却被你抓得更紧
想要忘记你

但是回忆回忆回忆
从我心里跳出来拥抱你
不停刺痛彼此伤口
让情绪放肆地游走

眼睁睁看着一幕幕甜蜜
不会再有原来平凡无奇的拥有
到现在竟像是无助的奢求

我天天练习
天天都会熟悉
在没有你的城市里
试着删除每个两人世界里
那些曾经共同拥有的一切美好和回忆

my 100th post~

第一百篇~
哈哈~
好快哦~
其实可以更快
只是那时一直没时间上网。。。

决定要写些有意义的东西~
就写我的‘’路‘’ 吧~
什么叫‘路'?

先说学业吧~
i going to further my studies to mmu(multimedia university)
yups and it's ard a fact~
and i took 'It'(diploma courses in information technology)
yupd its a tough subject~
but i like it haha~
mum said,i might face a lot obstacle in my new college life...
and i said:'' nt might lo....is hundred % certainly tough....
nt becos of pelajaran....but is i must learn to be independent....
its the biggest and 1st challenge that i gt to face in my new life...
omg~
no aircon,no maid,no daddy and mummy,no extra pocket money,no people sayang me...wth~!
haha...i can do it...
as niki quote'' nothing is impossible''
yaya agree^^
i love engineering that the reason why i choose ''it'' haha~
cool~
ntg is perfect...
good and bad is bestie...
when good come to u,dont be too happy..
cos bad is just beside of good~
so wat is the bad?
I LEAVING JOHOR SOON....
WTH!!!!
my fren,my career,my parent,my sibling,my house,my car and so on....
cham la...

昨天我去cs
跟他见了面。。
好伤心哦~
见了超舍不得~
算了~
他朋友的错啦。。。
这样早到。。
讨厌咯。。。
过后遇到ex...
感觉当初跟他分手是对的~
没有后悔。。
因为它还是没变。。。
算了。。。
不在乎~
讲话还是没顾虑别人感受~
更讨厌的是他在不该出现的时候出现。。。
显掉！！！

我要去马六甲了
舍不得的人很多
东西也很多~
有谁又会舍不得我呢？
最放不下的就是你。。。

kim问过我。。。
你一生中最后悔的事是什么？
我说
一个女人~

那时我太心急了。。。
弄巧反拙。。。
到现在还是很后悔。。。
心痛，心酸~
可能已经不可能了。。。
对不起。。。
这是我最后会的事。。。
那你又曾后悔过什么？

连身裙很适合你~

晚安~

病了~

对不起~
我失约了。。
病了。。。
一直睡~
对不起~
一直让你生气~
不好意思~
少联络你是因为有原因的~
希望你会看到这篇~
对不起~

全世界都停了电

全世界都停了电 全世界都封了街
我所有窗子外面 被贴上黑夜
我呐喊思念 却没人听见
绝望到极点剩的是疲倦

爱上一个不该爱的人。。。
怎么办？
算了。。走一部算一步~
琪说我傻。。
哈哈
无所谓~

今天很显。。
一整天在家。。
有只猪睡到很迟。。。
够笨咯。。
还以为可以出去。。。。
猪~

欠我一餐哈哈~
拜

that's cafe junk sales~

once i open my eyes its 12++
received a msg from yaoyi
''want go take salary 2gether mah?''
ok lo~
its taken me 35 mins to bath and make my hair dry~
called my father to fetch me out as my car has been banned for a week~
dont ask me why ,i wont say haha~
suddenly..pang text me...
he asked me to go jusco and then go bandar with him ..so ok lo~
he bought a pant for working use..and then terus go bandar~
ok 1st we went grex for take my salary ...
but the stupid maggie keep dragging me...
she said next week..
so watever...
wait next week lo...
we went rebirth bundle after that...
sam bought a ''big E'' jeans for rm150..
its worth~
afterward pang aunty asked pang to fetch her cousin in seta....
so fast fast rush to seta lo haha~
slack a while at pang house while waiting his aunty dabao food b...
went ''that's cafe junk sales''
wao~its tons of people they~
all bundle kaki~
and spotted a lot good stuff...
spent 2 hours ++ at there~
conquer list:
winson-a moshino bag,a short pant and a lacoste polo tee
pang -a bag
sam -big E jeans,a bag,a fred perry ring and a short pant~

wao~we spent 400++ 2day~
wat a spentful days~

haha b hm after it~
went futsal with zhi jian them~
its fun...
i admit i old ard...
my nick name black storm...
but now play like shit haha...
watever..
damn tired now...
gd nite~

my song

那一条牙膏

在对我傻笑嘲笑我永远用不掉想睡就睡

想闹就闹好快乐少了人唠叨蓝色的碗盘

多买了一套

我忘了没人陪我通宵要

多少替代的丑角

无辜的陪笑

才会让我能真的忘了你的好

我在搞笑

借着热闹 掩盖着心跳

边哭边笑 偏要说着 一个人真好

当人群散了 突然觉得我可以死掉

我受不了

还在搞笑 害怕回家 不知怎么熬

这么多年 早就喜欢 有你的撒娇

我想我能熬 但是至少要让我知道你好不好

我们的小狗 食量变好小

眼神里常常显得无聊

他习惯睡觉的床位 少了一双脚

所以他常常看着门口睡不着

我在搞笑 借着热闹 掩盖着心跳

边哭边笑 偏要说着 一个人真好

当人群散了 突然觉得我可以死掉

我受不了

我在搞笑 却在最后 眼泪拼命掉

你的离开 失去多少 我计算不了

忙完了一天 突然觉得又何必辛劳

对谁炫耀

还在搞笑 是否拥有 麻痹的疗效

唱一夜歌 却避不开 催泪的曲调

我彻夜胡闹 希望听到有人会提到

你好不好

happy birthday to lyon

happy birthday to lyon
thousabd wirds cant finish in one paper..
wish u happy oways
and cherrish ur niang zi~
happy~

sry~

sry for cant update my blog recently...
i'm too busy ....
freaking tired...
busy to pc fair affair~
got to find people to work,got to trainning,got to arrange transportation to all the staff and so on...
sienzzz ah...
and yeah,pc fair is start from 2moro~
for those who wanted to buy note book,pc,pendrive,mouse or wat else can come find me....
i will give u a special price haha~
so see u there^^ bye

hurray~

fianly...
i bought a new modem...haha
can online d..sry to all the reader...
sry for cant update my blog ...
and now i am b...
i will keep updateing as how i do b4 haha~

failed~

bliv~seldom can see my name appear offline in msn,isn't?
haha i went sapu grave yesterday la,might update the detail ltr~
maybe u will ask:''y i wake up so early and update''
i bobian la...going melaka to see MMU ''Malaysia multimedia university~
is't?i dont know the full name la...watever...
yesterday i chked is't my application to poly is successful...
unfortunately..i'm nt...as the result of i didnt send my full information to them...fuck...
watever la..haha..thats the reason y i must go MMU....
so bye all the reader~
take care ah,dont kept on online la u..must go do ur homework oso mah haiyo~haha
u know who i am refering...bye

happy birthday to aisya~

Happy birthday to sya,
Happy birthday to sya sya,
Happy birthday to sya sya sya,
Happy birthday to sya sya sya sya.

woo~ms.sya pls blow the candle haha
yuks,the cake cant eat ard...cos ur salivan is all over the cake wakaka~
yups,perhaps yester day is aisya birthday~
advise:oi,kid...19 years old ard ah...dont so tak masak lioa wakaka...
alvin is a good guy,must cherrish him ah~and wish u 2 can lama lama haha~
erm,u're the shortest in the world wakaka~

yesterday 28/03/09

went alvin house for sya sya party~
6.30 reached ....
waiting sam and weipin becos i help them bought gift and onli weipin know how to wrap it~
taken 30 mins to wrap the hadiah....so lousy....
ok saw a lot fren there...
erm,ya..
i was nt reli on the mood..
so i walk out alone and sit in my car...
dont know y...
just simply moody without any reason..
feel loneliness...
ok~
45 mins ago...
hui qi came and find me..
we went the nearest garden,chit chat a lot...
and she told me amny things...
feel much btr...
and msg with ''u'' oso can cure la haha~
a bit nia..wakaka~
10.15 b hm..
fetched my sis b oso...
fuck..bang a car....
miraculously nt so serious...
11.30++ kim came fetch me for another bdae party at gabana~
2.30 b hm..
thats all~

cut my hari ard~

well~
today is totaly nice to me..
erm,ntg bad happen haha~
woke up 11++ and the received a call from trudy~
trudy:winson still slping ah?want go sch then go yumcha mah?
me:arh?apa?ooo ok,wat time?
trudy:11.30 lo~
me:suibian-.-
terus bangun and went bath~
a while more,i received another call~
ring~ring~ring~
i pick up the phone~
trudy:halo,i drive to ur house and u fetch me go lo~
me:suibian la~
ok,he came~
i fetch him to sch,and pei him go in buat pelajar cemerlang deh thing~
i nt reli wanna go in the sch la,cos i dont wish to see someone...but bobian..
luckly i saw who i wanna to saw and didnt meet up with those i dont like haha~
cool~
trudy treat me makan lunch haha~
ok b hm~
online a while ..
feell damn sienzz..
so decided to go for some haircut as my hair ard very long and messy~
wah,drive to steven shop lo~
erm,i took culing deh suggestion haha~
i cut short..
cool,quite weird but satisfied^^
trudy call me agn..
and this time ,he asked me to go yumcha agn~
so ok lo,i went fetch kimhoe ..
trudy called me when i reached kim house..
he wanna chg place yumcha ,so ok la ..
but i salah dengar the place haha..
damn funi ..
he waited me for 30 mins in ''ah wei'' cafe and i waited him for 30 mins in ''wei wei'' restoran....
haha....
funi rite?haha..and then fetched kim b hm and str8 forward b my hm ~
its reli fun~
enjoy~
erm,someone owe me a sushi meal...dont forget hor haha~
i will keep in my deepest mind haha~
i die die want eat wakaka~
and no nid so high la haha,tall like me then ok liao hhaa~
too high nt nice deh,hate to kiss~gross sia...
ok thats all for 2day~
gd nite

effing annoymous~

well~
just came b from kukup~
its reli fun~
enjoyed every moment that soent my time with all my brothers~
damn happy~
might post up all the pic and the detail in next post~
cos this post is special for a guy...
i'm nt gay,dont missunderstand my word..
''tf''~
let me senior teach u something...
cos u tak masak sangat...
ok ,at 1st i knew that u nt reli wanna watch the movie..
and yeah,i'm right..
u're nt ..
u told ur fren,u watch the movie is becos u want ''protect''her...
ok,protect???
needed?
protect means,a person very weak,and the person need some protection from a stronger one.
but she weak?u stronger than her?i think u nid more protection than her...
yups,ur fizikal is surely stronger than her...but mental?lose 99....

ok next~
wat the real meaning of ''makan toufu'' adik?
makan toufu means,a guy attach a girl and attempt to tak some advantage form the girl...and the girl is very tak willing...
so is't the word that told out from ur bloody mouth matched the point above?
i can say NO ANY...
so pls make sure that ur quote is true and it's fact...b4 u accuse someone...fucker...

ok i was good..dont wanna type out the last thing that u said...
shud give u some face...
how mercy i'm...
forgive u is becos her....
dont lol...
her sake..but nt i nt dare to gaduh with u...
u can do watever to me...just dont mess me with backstab me...
fuck u...
ok forget it..no matter u read this post or nt...
thats nt important..
tak masak...
ask my maid masak for u la...
asshole~
good night...

moody~

erm,going kukup soon...
waiting all my fren ...
no reli in the mood...
hate...
i will post a long long post when i b...
tf wait me...fuck u...
bye bye~
take care all the reader~

NOTICE:If u dont want read rude post,pls alt+f4~thasnk

wtf la...
super dulan lo...
why?
why?
i wonder y u backstab me even i dont reli know u~
and even nvr talk b4...
wtf...
u totaly ruin my mood...
shud i list out ur name?
no i not so stupid as how u are...
wtf...
how many bad word shud i scold?
asshole...
ur word...are so...rude...
pls shut off ur bloody smelly mouth...
fuck~
i tot u're a good guy..
under estimate u ard...
pro pro pro...
clap clap...
pro in backstab la fucker...
dulan...
like to criticize?
u nid a mirror?
or one mirror is nt enuf to u?
nid more?
criticize more la..but pls make sure u btr than me...
and pls make sure i know u very well...
madeh...criticize me even i dont know u...
wth ooo?
sound so ironic sia...
ironic urslef?
wah...good le...
haiz...btw,i'm very sympathy u...
haiz....ok la..maybe ur ultimate is criticize la..so just go ahead...
erm,angsana there got a mirror seller,maybe i can help u to order mirror if u beg me~
godness...
lastly..sry to being so rude...
and i nvr regard u as one of my obstacle...
becos u are so cheap..
or u just a piece of shit...
bye

touched~

A Beautiful Love story which will touch your Heart....... ......



There was once this guy who is very much in love with his girl. This romantic guy folded 1,000 pieces of paper cranes as a gift to his girl.

Although, at that time he was just a small fry in his company, his future didn't seem too bright, they were very happy together. Until one day, his girl told him she was going to Paris and will never come back. She also told him that she cannot visualize any future for the both of them, so they went their own ways there and then...


Heartbroken, the guy agreed. But when he regained his confidence, he worked hard day and night, slogging his body and mind just to make something out of himself.

Finally with all the hard work and the help of friends, this guy had set up his own company .

You never fail until you stop trying. One rainy day, while this guy was driving, he saw an elderly couple sharing an umbrella in the rain walking to some destination. Even with the umbrella, they were still drenched. It didn't take him long to realize they were his girl's parents.

With a heart in getting back at them, he drove slowly beside the couple, wanting them to spot him in his luxury sedan. He wanted them to know that he wasn't the same any more; he had his own company, car, condo, etc. He made it! What he saw next confused him, the couple was walking towards a cemetery, and so he got out of his car and followed...and he saw his girl, a photograph of her smiling sweetly as ever at him from her tombstone and he saw his paper cranes right beside her...

Her parents saw him. He asked them why this had happened. They explained, she did not leave for France at all. She was ill with cancer. She had believed that he will make it someday, but she did not want to be his obstacle... therefore she had chosen to leave him.


Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have. She had wanted her parents to put his paper cranes beside her, because, if the day comes when fate brings him to her again...he can take some of those back with him...


Once you have loved, you will always love. For what's in your mind may escape but what's in your heart will remain forever.


The guy just wept...The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside her knowing you can't have her, see her or be with her ever again....... ..hope you understand.


Find time to realize that there is one person who means so much to you, for you might wake up one morning losing that person who you thought meant nothing to you.

Ending the Debate Between Heart and Mind

Isn't love so overwhelming? Instead of the usual angel and devil, you feel like you have your heart on one shoulder and your mind on the other. They are constantly fighting over what you should be doing in your love life.

Your heart says, he's better than I ever could have imagined, and I just can't get enough of him. I'm miserable when he's not there, and it feels like it's meant to be! I've never been as happy as I have been with him. Then your mind speaks up. Yeah, right, that's what Rebecca says about her loser fianc. Remember, love is blind? Try to think logically about this!

Love almost always feels this way, especially at first. Your heart is racing, and excited. You realize that you are crying with the sappy songs on the radio. You keep wondering how you got so lucky to be with this incredible guy. At the same time, your mind is screaming stop! Think this through! You look at your best friend and her miserable marriage. They describe their meeting very similarly to your present circumstance. Are you blindly heading in the same direction?

Who should win this battle? Should you listen to your irrational but happy heart, or your sensible but impersonal mind? The answer is to listen to both. God gave you each for a reason. Your mind will notice the potential pitfalls that your heart will carefully ignore. Yet, you heart will help you to take the risk to love, to serve and will not let you give up when things aren't perfect.

However, there are times when it is important to ignore either your mind or your heart. All of us know someone who allowed a perfectly good marriage fall apart because they didn't listen to their heart enough. Somehow the little things like house chores, hobbies, or differences in style were made all too paramount by the mind, and the big things that made the relationship so beautiful got lost and forgotten. It is also very common to see someone only allowing their heart to guide them in their relationship. These are the people that end up with players, liars, and other risky types, but continue to stay in the relationship because their heart keeps telling them that they love them and will someday change.

How do you know if you are listening enough to both your mind and your heart? Often it takes being able to step outside of yourself and see things as everyone around you is seeing it. Getting an outside opinion every once in a while can also do worlds of good, as long as they are someone who knows and understands what a good relationship looks like in the first place. Another person can calm your heart to a more rational state, and assist you in easing the mind's discomfort.

Find ways to look at him from someone else's perspective. This will help you notice things you wouldn't normally and help you figure out who he is really beyond the infatuation of your heart and the perfection that your mind demands. Then, you will find the answer we all deep down want to know without a shadow of a doubt: is he the right one for me?

random post~

hang out with ling yesterday~
i went her house and pick her up 10.30~
then we went bargan to having our breakfast..
but the stupid pig had just ate a piece of roti..
cham..
chit chat alot while waiting teng fei..
ok he reached~
went bus stand~
nt yet 5 mins the bus came ard~
its taken us 35 mins to reach cs~
went lvl 7 to bought the ticket~
ling choose street fighter ...then ok lo~
feel weird becos of sumthing~
ok the movie is totaly normal ~
normal storyline...
but okok la~
went roost cafe to having our lunch~
haha have lot fun at there...
nt bad~
then went b cs to met her sis and b hm 2gether~
i enjoyed every single sec to out with her ~

2day~
feel weird..
and nt in the good mood~
dont know y..
without any reason..
just feel weird..
and a name keep appear in my brain..
who is't?
ya is him..
wth..
is't i regard him as a opponent?
ya maybe...
reli nt in a good mood sia..
tengfei went ling house,and i doing ntg now ...
erm,shud find something to do~

ya super love unintended by muse~
the song reli nice~
cool~
cant stop myself to listen the song haha~

onli the song can cheer me up~
die for a girl?
complicated..
wat is love?
love is comlicated...
words shudn't hurtful,use it to say i love u~

haiz...
cheer me up pls~
dont know y..
seldom moody deh..
godness sake~
bye

jusco red box~

erm,woke up 8.30 2day as going jusco with cuiling~
haha reached jusco at 11++..
met her in kfc~
she makan wedges tak habis la...wasted..
kasih i makan mah haiyo:P
then waiting ling sis deh fren come lo..
ling want find twilight book for her fren,so we went harris to gt it..
but t's out of stock lo..
cham..
1.30 we all went red box haha
me,ling,her sis,her sis fren...7 people~
cool~
having fun inside the room haha
nt bad~
enjoyed^^
we didnt sing much becos all so shy haha...
reli happy and its damn fun la~
ling so cute one ..haha she very shy..lol
after that ,we went baskin robin as her sis wanna have some ice cream haha~we boarded taxi and b perling at 4.30pm~went bambino with ling and her sis~
then the pig ...eat agn..haha...
cham...hard to feed her lo~
pei ling and her sis b hm...
and her sis..haiz..haha she asked tengfei to join us to cs 2moro...cham..
bobian lo,accept the fact bah..
cham cham~
erm let pic make the talk bah~

i'm innocence dont kill me^^

(would u kill me?)